So... [She inhales. She really, truly, completely does not want to utter her next words. She's really content to keep up anonymity about it, and not burden Kyon with these expectations and -- well, let's face it, not burden herself with him knowing. It's the big secret as to why she's played more distant, and she doesn't even know if he has figured it out or heard it from other people or what...
She hangs her head a moment and then she shakes it and blurts out, quietly-]
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She hangs her head a moment and then she shakes it and blurts out, quietly-]
I've dated you before.